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Ukuhamba Ebumnyameni Kungekho Kukhanya

Indoda ethethayo ingqingiwe, yazingelwa, yashiywa ihamba ebumnyameni, isithi ithemba layo elivela kuBawo wethu linqamkile. Phakathi endleleni ikhumbula into enye, iinceba ezintsha qho kusasa, iyibambe. Emva koko usizi lubuyela: ukuvuma, umthandazo ovingciweyo, isicelo nxamnye neentshaba.

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Ndim indoda ebonileyo imbandezelo phantsi kwentonga yomsindo wakhe. Undigxothile, wandihambisa ebumnyameni kungekho kukhanya. Inene undijikela isandla sakhe kaninzi, imini yonke.

Uyonakalisile inyama yam nolusu lwam; uwaphule amathambo am. Undingqingile, wandirhawula ngokukrakra nangobunzima. Undenze ndahlala ebumnyameni njengabo bafa kudala.

Undivalele ukuze ndingaphumi; uyisindisile imixokelelwane yam. Nokuba ndithe ndamemeza ndakhala ndicela uncedo, uyawuvingca umthandazo wam. Uzivingcile iindlela zam ngamatye aqingqiweyo; uyigobisile imendo yam.

Uyibhere endilalelayo, uyingonyama ezimeleyo. Undikhwelelise endleleni yam, wandidlavula; undenze ndaba senkangala. Usathulule isaphetha sakhe, wandimisa ndaba litekena lotolo lwakhe.

Uzidubulele ezibilinini zam iintolo zomphongolo wakhe. Ndibe yintlekisa kubantu bam bonke, ndiyingoma yabo yokuhlekisa imini yonke. Undizalisile ngokukrakra; undihluthisile ngokukrakra.

Undenze ukuba amazinyo am aqwengexe esantini, wandiqengqisa eluthulini. Umphefumlo wam uphelelwe luxolo lonke; ndilulibele usizi lokuba yintoni na. Ndathi ke: “Lunqamkile unyamezelo lwam, nethemba lam elivela kuBawo wethu.”

Khumbula imbandezelo yam nokubhadula kwam, ubukrakra nenyongo! a a v19 Yintsika yale ncwadi. Emva kokucela uBawo wethu ukuba akhumbule imbandezelo yakhe, imbongi ijika kwangoko kuloo nto iya kuyikhumbula yona ngokwayo — ize ifumane inceba entsha rhoqo kusasa. Umphefumlo wam uyayikhumbula ngamaxesha onke, uthobekile ngaphakathi kum. Kodwa le nto ndiyikhumbula entliziyweni yam, ngoko ke ndinethemba:

Uthando lomnqophiso kaBawo wethu alunqamki; iinceba zakhe azipheli; zintsha ukusa ngokusa; kukhulu ukuthembeka kwakho. “UBawo wethu nguye yedwa endimfunayo,” utsho umphefumlo wam, “ngoko ke ndiya kulindela kuye.”

UBawo wethu ulungile kwabo bamlindeleyo, kuwo umphefumlo omfunayo. Kulungile ukuthi cwaka ulindele usindiso lukaBawo wethu. Kulungile ukuba indoda ithwale idyokhwe ebutsheni bayo.

Mayihlale yodwa ithe cwaka xa ibekwe phezu kwayo; mayibeke umlomo wayo eluthulini—mhlawumbi ikho nethemba; b b v29 Ukubeka umlomo womntu eluthulini yayisisimo samandulo sokuzithoba ngokupheleleyo nokuzinikela phambi koThixo. mayinikele isidlele sayo kulowo uyibethayo, izale ziingcikivo.

Kuba iNkosi enguBawo wethu ayisayi kusishiya ngonaphakade. Nangona esenza ukuba kubekho usizi, uya kuba nemfesane ngokobuninzi bothando lwakhe lomnqophiso; kuba akabacinezeli ngabom okanye abenze lusizi abantu. c c v33 Nantsi indawo yokujika yale ncwadi iphela: uBawo wethu akalimazi evela entliziyweni yakhe. Umgwebo wakhe ngowokwenyaniso, kodwa asiyonto akholiswa yiyo — imfesane yakhe isoloko ihlala ixesha elide kunesohlwayo sakhe.

Ukutyumza phantsi kweenyawo onke amakhonkxwa ehlabathini, ukusijika isigwebo somntu phambi koPhezukonke, ukumphatha gwenxa umntu ebambanweni lwakhe—iNkosi uBawo wethu ayikuvumi oko.

Ngubani na othethileyo kwaza kwenzeka, ingayalelwanga yiNkosi uBawo wethu? Akuphumi na emlonyeni woPhezukonke kokubi nokulungileyo ngokufanayo? Yini na ukuba umntu ophilayo akhalaze ngesohlwayo sezono zakhe?

Masizihlole sizicikide iindlela zethu, sibuyele kuBawo wethu! Masiziphakamisele iintliziyo zethu nezandla zethu kuBawo wethu osemazulwini: “Sonile saza sagwilika, kodwa wena akuxolelanga.

Uzigubungele ngomsindo waza wasukela thina, ubulala ungenanceba; uzigubungele ngelifu ukuze kungabikho mthandazo udlulayo. Usenze inkunkuma namanyala phakathi kwezizwe.

Zonke iintshaba zethu zivule imilomo yazo zisichasa; umothuko nomgongxo kwehlele phezu kwethu, intshabalalo nembubho.” Amehlo am ampompoza imijelo yamanzi ngenxa yembubho yabantu bam.

Amehlo am aya kumpompoza engayeki, engaphumli, ade uBawo wethu aqondele abone esezulwini. Amehlo am abuhlungisa umphefumlo wam ngenxa yesiphelo seentombi zonke zomzi wam.

Ndizingelwe njengentaka ngabo babaziintshaba zam ngelize; Bandiphosa emgongxweni ndisaphila, baza bandigibisela ngamatye; amanzi agubungela intloko yam; ndathi: “Ndiphelile.”

Ndalibiza igama lakho, Bawo, ndisezinzulwini zomhadi; Wasiva isikhungo sam: “Musa ukuzivalela iindlebe zakho isikhalo sam sokucela uncedo!”

Wasondela ngemini endakubiza ngayo; wathi: “Musa ukoyika!”

Ulibambile ibango lam, Nkosi, Bawo wethu; uwukhululile umphefumlo wam. Ububonile ububi obenziwe kum, Bawo; ligwebe ibango lam. Uyibonile yonke impindezelo yabo, onke amayelenqe abo ngakum.

Usivile isingcikivo sabo, Bawo, onke amayelenqe abo ngakum, imilebe nezicamango zabandivukelayo ngakum imini yonke. Khangela ukuhlala kwabo nokuvuka kwabo; ndiyintlekisa yengoma yabo.

Uya kubabuyekeza, Bawo, ngokomsebenzi wezandla zabo. Uya kubanika ubulukhuni bentliziyo; isiqalekiso sakho siya kuba phezu kwabo. Uya kubasukela ngomsindo ubatshabalalise ngaphantsi kwamazulu kaBawo wethu.