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UYobhi uphetha ngesifungo, evula ubomi bakhe into nganye: akukho nkanuko, akukho buxoki, akukho kwala sigwebo sesicaka, akukho kudla yedwa ngexa inkedama ilambile, akukho kuthemba golide. Uyasityobela aze afune incwadi yetyala. Aze amazwi akhe asuke aphele nje.

Isahluko 31.

“Ndenza umnqophiso namehlo am; ngaba bendingathini na ke ukuyijonga intombi? Kaloku sisiphi na isabelo ebendingasifumana kuThixo phezulu, leliphi na ilifa kuSomandla osenyangweni? Asiyonhlekele na eyabangalungisiyo, nentshabalalo eyabo benza okungendawo? Akaboni na iindlela zam, awabale onke amanyathelo am?

“Ukuba ndiphile ngobuxoki, waza unyawo lwam lwangxamela inkohliso, makandilinganise ngezikali ezinyanisileyo, aze uThixo azi ubuqotho bam, ukuba amanyathelo am aphamba endleleni, yaza intliziyo yam yalandela amehlo am, nokuba kukho ichaphaza elinamathele ezandleni zam, mandihlwayele ke, adle omnye, kuncothulwe oko kundintshulelayo.

“Ukuba intliziyo yam yalukuhlwa ngumfazi, ndaza ndalalela emnyango wommelwane wam, makamkhonzele omnye umfazi wam, balale naye abanye. Kuba oko bekuya kuba lulwaphulo-mthetho olulihlazo, isono esifanele umgwebo; kuba ngumlilo otshisa use kwiNtshabalalo, obuya kulutshisa lonke uvuno lwam.

“Ukuba ndajika isigwebo sesicaka sam esiyindoda nesibhinqa, xa safika nesikhalo ngam, ndiya kuthini na ke xa uThixo esuka? Xa endibizela ekuphenduleni, ndiya kumphendula ntoni na? Akenzanga na lowo wandenzayo esizalweni naso isicaka sam? Akenzanga na lowo mnye thina sobabini esizalweni?

“Ukuba ndabalela amahlwempu oko bebekusweleka, okanye ndenza amehlo omhlolokazi aphela, okanye ndadla ndedwa ukudla kwam, kodwa inkedama ingenanto, nangona kwasebuncinaneni bam ndayikhulisa njengokuba benza uyise, kananjalo kwasesizalweni sikama ndamkhokela umhlolokazi, ukuba ndabona mntu utshabalale ngenxa yokuswela ingubo, nokuba lihlwempu elingenasigubungelo, ukuba ubuncwane bakhe bonke abundisikelelanga ngokumfudumeza ngoboya bempahla yam emfutshane, ukuba ndaphakamisela isandla sam enkedameni, ngokuba ndibubonile ubuncedo bam enkundleni, malincothuke igxalaba lam elukakayini lwalo, yaphuke nengalo yam elungqinibeni lwayo. Kuba intlekele evela kuThixo yayiluqhiphulo-mbilini kum, ndaza phambi kobungangamsha bakhe andaba nako nto.

“Ukuba ndayenza igolide yaba yinqolonci yam, okanye ndathi kwegolide ecikizekileyo: Wena uyinqaba yam, ukuba ndagcoba ngokuba butyebi bam baba bukhulu, nokuba isandla sam sazuza kungaka, ukuba ndakhangela ilanga xa likhazimla, nokuba yinyanga ihamba ngobungangamsha, yaza intliziyo yam yalukuhlwa ngasese, saza isandla sam saziphephezelela ngomanga ekunquleni, nako oku bekuya kuba sisono esifanele umgwebo, kuba bendiya kuba ndinganyanisanga kuThixo phezulu.

“Ukuba ndavuya ngokutshabalala kwalowo wayendithiyile, nokuba ndagcoba xa wehlelwa bububi, andizange ndivume ukuba umlomo wam wone ngokumbizela isiqalekiso emphefumlweni wakhe, ukuba amadoda endlu yam azange athi: ‘Ngubani na ongazange ahluthe etafileni yakhe?’, akukho mphambukeli wakha walala esitratweni, kuba ndandizivulela umhambi iingcango zam. Ukuba ndizisibekele izono zam njengoko benza abanye, ndibufihla ubugwenxa bam entliziyweni yam, ngenxa yokuba ndandisoyika kangaka isihlwele, nendelo yezizwe yayindothusa, ndathi cwaka, andaphuma phandle.

“Akwaba bekukho obendivayo! Nalu uphawu lwam, makandiphendule uSomandla! Makabhale ityala lakhe ummangaleli wam! Inene, bendiya kuthwala lona egxalabeni lam, ndilibophelele kum njengesithsaba. Bendiya kumxelela inani lamanyathelo am onke; ndisondele kuye njengesikhulu.

“Ukuba umhlaba wam ukhalile ngam, nemifolo yawo ililile kunye, ukuba ndizidle iziqhamo zawo ngaphandle kwentlawulo, ndaza ndawubulala umphefumlo wabaniniwo, makuvele imithana enameva endaweni yengqolowa, neenkunzane endaweni yerhasi.” Aphelile amazwi kaYobhi.