If Only I Could Find Him
Job wants a courtroom, not a fight. If he could find where God lives, he would lay out his case and be acquitted. But God is not east or west, and does whatever he pleases. Job says he will come out as gold, and stays terrified.
23 1Then Job answered: 2"Even today my complaint is bitter; his hand is heavy despite my groaning. 3If only I knew where to find him, so I could come to his dwelling! 4I would lay my case before him and fill my mouth with arguments. 5I would learn the words he would answer me and understand what he would say to me. 6Would he argue with me in the greatness of his power? No—he would surely give me a hearing. 7There an upright person could reason with him, and I would be acquitted forever by my judge. 8But if I go east, he is not there; and to the west I cannot find him. 9When he works in the north, I cannot see him; when he turns to the south, I cannot find him. 10But he knows the way that I take; when he has tested me, I will come out as gold. 11My foot has held fast to his steps; I have kept his way and not turned aside. 12I have not departed from the command of his lips; I have treasured the words of his mouth more than my daily bread. 13But he is unchangeable—who can turn him back? Whatever he desires, he does. 14For he will carry out what he has appointed for me, and many such things are in his mind. 15That is why I am terrified before him; when I consider it, I am in dread of him. 16God has made my heart faint; the Almighty has terrified me. 17Yet I am not silenced by the darkness, by the thick gloom that covers my face."